WOW it is now three months since the day I finally decided to stop smoking and a lot has change for me the those months.

After two months of being out of work the company I was made redundant from phoned me up with a job offer for 3 months with a rolling month after that until the work load is completed what a result but at the same time I got married to my lovely wife who in turn was offered a job up north.

So know in a space of three weeks we both have gone from not working to being married, working (ok across two ends of the country but we have money coming in) and relocating up north.

I’m still not SMOKING nor doing any form of artwork or doodles but we do have room to have a small studio.

A number of people keep saying to me “I wish I could just stop like that” or “How did you manage to stop” so I’m going to tell what I did. This of course is not for everyone you need to find what works for you but one thing still remains the same. THE WANT TO STOP.

This is a common theme with everyone I have spoken to and they all don’t want to stop, they say that they do but in reality they still want to smoke.

I’ve read Alan Carrs book and everyone should read it at some point but in there he states that you have to decide to quit and at that point will you be able to quit.

I had managed to cut right down to a couple a days and when I was visiting my mum; I just turned to her and said “that is it” and handed a brand new packet of tobacco. It just clicked in my head, no shinning light from the sky or little men jumping around, I just wanted to stop.

Once we have moved I will start to draw again.



Happy New Year

Posted: January 17, 2012 in Uncategorized

So I keep getting side track from writing this post


Happy New Year,

Well we are two weeks (was) in to the new year and it’s not all bad. I’m still with out a job and currently on job seekers until someone out there offers me a job.

I’ve applied to hundreds of jobs and all that I get back is the fact I don’t have a degree but loads of experience or I don’t have enough experience so I can’t win but I’ll keep on sending out my CV.


It is now about a month that I have stopped smoking right around Christmas time, I just stopped. I was round my mum’s seeing how she was doing as I’m of work and I handed her my backie,papers and filters. I told her that she could have them and I am stopping there and then.

The last couple of weeks I’ve had that feeling in my mouth like I’ve had a smoke, I don’t know why it’s been strange but that has seemed to stop.

We now have the flat sorted with space for both off us to work on our art, which means I’ll be adding some more picture and photography to my other page, bonus in have time during the day.

Well bye for now 🙂

Alice Waterland!

Posted: December 12, 2011 in Uncategorized
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Alice Waterland!.

A wonderful selection of photos based on Alice in wonderland

What a Novmeber I’ve had.

I had to pay out for the car to be fix right after the holiday and now going through consultation period for being made redundant, which I know was going to happen but the reason they have come out with is a load of bolloxs. I just can believe it.

The worst thing is I started smoking again, no reason but my own stupid self to blam. Before some people (that I have comments from and not published) I’m not moaning or complaning. I’m not sat in the corner crying my eyes out and feeling self pitty and I don’t want it from anyone else.

I know I’m good at my job and thats all I need.

I’m going back to stopping smoking again and updating my blog, once the new flat is sorted I’ll have a drawing desk and computer area.

Bye 🙂

Oh holiday

Posted: November 13, 2011 in Uncategorized
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Hey! Everyone,

I’m Currently on holiday in Romanian so I’ll update everyone when I’m home. I’ll be starting a new blog with my photography so that people can see what I’ve been up to.


See everyone when I’m back 🙂

I’m in the process of looking for a new job. It looks like we will be informed next Monday who is up for the chop.

What a start to the month, moved house and now it’s a new job. What else can happen?

At least I’m holding my own on the not smoking front, it has crossed my mind to tok on the little white stick but I have not.

More moving stuff tonight 🙂

I’m following this blog and the preson does not have a press this button (I could download the app but I’m crap), so I’m posting this for everyone.

The art work that this person blogs about are amazing and this artist you should check out.

Have a look

Bye 🙂